Again and Again
I'm back.......sorta. Got the internet thing fixed and have been online for a bit. Got a rejection from the Hilton and still no word from La Taza. Gargh, this is so frustrating, she won't give me a straight answer, nor will she give me my books back. They are mine okay,give them back. Excuses, I am starting to really dislike this woman. Part of me wants her to run this place into the ground with all her bleah. Took her a month to fire someone. Even the current employees don't know what the heck is going on.
Job search is pretty slim at the moment. Not many pickings, but I have put in a few applications. I try to hope for the best but I don't know. I sit alone in the house and wonder if I can do this, how many times do I have to be tested? Seems like everytime I feel like I am making headway in my life, something shitty happens. It sucks. Feels like a weight on my head, feels like my fault. Crap.
The worse thing is,I want to help the Neko. She is an awesome person and lately work has been getting her down. I try to help around the house, make it easier for her and listen to her problems, being the best roomie I can be. Man, I really hate not doing more for her. Send her good vibes people!
Went to Richmond last week to a Psychic Festival, picked up some manga, did some knitting, and hit Tan-A. Was fun. We may be moving next month. To a more economical place and it seems bigger. We are checking out a few more places and taking notes. Also, trying to find the owner of this local stray cat we call Thom. He marks his entrance by jumping on the window screen. He is very affectionate and nice; as well as loud. He is neutered and way too nice to be a homeless kitty. We want to make sure he has a place before we change residences.
Oh well. I'm off to finish the laundry.
Job search is pretty slim at the moment. Not many pickings, but I have put in a few applications. I try to hope for the best but I don't know. I sit alone in the house and wonder if I can do this, how many times do I have to be tested? Seems like everytime I feel like I am making headway in my life, something shitty happens. It sucks. Feels like a weight on my head, feels like my fault. Crap.
The worse thing is,I want to help the Neko. She is an awesome person and lately work has been getting her down. I try to help around the house, make it easier for her and listen to her problems, being the best roomie I can be. Man, I really hate not doing more for her. Send her good vibes people!
Went to Richmond last week to a Psychic Festival, picked up some manga, did some knitting, and hit Tan-A. Was fun. We may be moving next month. To a more economical place and it seems bigger. We are checking out a few more places and taking notes. Also, trying to find the owner of this local stray cat we call Thom. He marks his entrance by jumping on the window screen. He is very affectionate and nice; as well as loud. He is neutered and way too nice to be a homeless kitty. We want to make sure he has a place before we change residences.
Oh well. I'm off to finish the laundry.