fuck this shit called *life*
i feel it coming again...although i felt it coming last week for some reason, but then it went away and now it is DEFINITLY going to come back. what am i talking about people that read my page even though that number is zero? depression. o yes sir e bob, its coming like a frieght train. just when i thought life couldnt be better, everything hits the fan. the one person i believed that i could do/share anything with, the one person that should understand who i am and except me for who i am, has shattard my heart into a bazillion pieces. for what? because we are different...everyone is different!! thats what makes us who we are! how will i ever trust ANYONE ever again? its not even really trust either, just caring for someone so much you would do anything for them. i cant do that anymore, i cant put my heart on my sleave anymore (well, whatever is left of it that is). FUCKING SHIT!! apoisdjgnaipjdgnaipjgnta;sdfijPOIJ im going to just give up on people and just care about myself. live a life of bumism and travel the country with the clothes on my back begging for food and money, but then again that would just put my trust in other people, something i cant do anymore. so i guess that just means that im going to live by myself till my death, i will be the crazy cat man. whenever someone goes by my house i will throw one of my cats at them...MUAHAHA.
dont put all of your fish in one barrel, your fishing partner will steal the barrel and you will be fucked...analy...hardcore.
so if any of you dont see me for a while, you may know why...or will you?
dont put all of your fish in one barrel, your fishing partner will steal the barrel and you will be fucked...analy...hardcore.
so if any of you dont see me for a while, you may know why...or will you?