Aug 22, 2007 17:53
"This one here is good, this one by...." I nod, smile and bite my tongue knowing it to be my own work, just not in my name.
As the inexorable passage of time continues its course I realise that I have less and less to say or more correctly less of what I can say. I've always kind of wanted to embrace a certain mystery. I often think that i would happily give up my humanity in exchange for the secrets of the universe. Maybe i still would i don't know. There is a lot of uncertainty hovering about and rather than making me sad, it just makes me cold inside, the best word would be obdurate i think, well i like it so i'll use it. It also strikes me that happiness is something as contrived and redolent with artifice as the satan bunny or jesus claus.