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Its curious but i almost got into a fight this evening and truth be told i actually kind of enjoyed it, bit shakey but overall i felt pretty solid. The most amusing part was watching everyone else enter into conflict diffusement mode trying to stop everything from panning out. though the most confusing part which i am yet to fully comprehend is the deference of sorts that i was given, despite the fact that i view myself as a fairly diminutive person. Its hard to tell what was true and what was mere placating ideas, but still the feeling was nonetheless of a sense of respect, and from a bigger guy no less. Just a rather odd and different experience which was not unwelcome in the stifling and oppressive boredom i am in these days. Furthermore the offers of support was a bit unusual with a total of 5 other people offering to step in to have my back. amusing = yes when my chief concern was that there wasn't any girl over 19 at the club.
long time between posts i know but um yeah.
so its only 3 months til new years and i still don't have a girlfriend which is a bit annoying considering how truly sad inspiring christmas and new years is as a single type person. so um its been suggested that i put an ad in the paper for some matrimonial type but i think for now i will just see what you know the fates and such have in store for me.
I don't know if anyone has seen arrested development where Buster (i think) goes to a construction site and gets called a homo and stuff and laughs, well thats how i feel, with the almost fight bit. i haven't been in that kind of situation since i was 12. obviously would have been different if i had been punched in the face and all but still it really was kind of fun.
i have done nothing of note with my life.
long time between posts i know but um yeah.
so its only 3 months til new years and i still don't have a girlfriend which is a bit annoying considering how truly sad inspiring christmas and new years is as a single type person. so um its been suggested that i put an ad in the paper for some matrimonial type but i think for now i will just see what you know the fates and such have in store for me.
I don't know if anyone has seen arrested development where Buster (i think) goes to a construction site and gets called a homo and stuff and laughs, well thats how i feel, with the almost fight bit. i haven't been in that kind of situation since i was 12. obviously would have been different if i had been punched in the face and all but still it really was kind of fun.
i have done nothing of note with my life.