Grrrrr

[stae]

What a complete and utter waste of fucking time. 50 dollars in cab fares so that i could go and stand around and listen to metal at the indie temple, when we were supposed to go to lovecats. Made even more fantastic by the fact that i thought i would go out on a limb and go out without previously sussing out a safety net of friends, that fatal

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[_nephthys_]

heya :) long time no c.
I have a few select friends but I am still not 100% close to them. I keep my distance. it keeps us all much happier to not extremely rely on one another or be in eachothers back pockets. Nowdays I don't go 'out on a limb'. Maybe that sounds hardened but it saves you a lotta mental anguish.

anyways, just droppin a line to say hi (that is if u even remember me) and to giv ya my opinion (if you want it)

:)

[stae]

I remember you, i trod on your foot as i recall and we talked about pants.

Thing is i like proper friends though, ones that you can trust so it sucks when people tend to show their natures beyond their virtues.

[_nephthys_]

ah yes the cranky pants lol

I still have proper friends I can trust, I just still always keep a part of me that only I have access to. I suppose in an idealistic world it would be nice to be able to trust everyone, but reality is that it's not that easy. At least until you know the people for a damn long time.

[stae]

i no i would never trust everyone, most people can go fuck themselves, but in that case i thought i had gotten past the shite part.

[_nephthys_]

mmmm sux when ya hav that realisation :(
*uber hugs*
and u did look like a lost puppy dog for like half an hour last night at faith :P hehe

[stae]

excuse late reply, but what do you mean looking like a lost puppy?

[_nephthys_]

delayed reaction eh? heh
you seemed to be just wandering around looking for something to do or whatever heh, seemed bored perhaps