Grrrrr

[stae]

What a complete and utter waste of fucking time. 50 dollars in cab fares so that i could go and stand around and listen to metal at the indie temple, when we were supposed to go to lovecats. Made even more fantastic by the fact that i thought i would go out on a limb and go out without previously sussing out a safety net of friends, that fatal

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[fade_on_violet]

i know the feeling. and it sucks.

[draevon]

touché

[fade_on_violet]

:/

[stae]

I don't think it is really the same point.

[fade_on_violet]

explain?

[stae]

Do you feel that i have slighted you?

[fade_on_violet]

not exactly.

[stae]

Well i don't intentionally avoid talking to you, but i would appreciate it if you could do me a favour though. If ever you want to talk to me justlet me know, i will make time for you.

[fade_on_violet]

its not really the way it should work, me sort of going HELLO I EXIST when i want you to pay attention to me. i dont really like doing that and i figure if someone wanted to spend time with me they would, not because i half begged them to.

[stae]

ok fair enough, i don't think there is a lot i can say to that, you have a point yes, but when you go and put yourself in the corner for the evening it makes it harder to talk to you. I would much prefer to meet up with you for drinks for one on one time as friday is about the only night i see the rest of the faith people.

[fade_on_violet]

i dont intentionally put myself in a corner. its not actually like that at all. but, i didnt really intend for this discussion to be had on livejournal, i didnt really intend to have this discussion with you at all, and now im feeling slightly out of my depth so im going to shut up.

[ninedeadleaves]

That's a fair point. 'Making time' for someone isn't quite the same as wanting to spend time with them.
Not trying to make things difficult here, by the way, it just struck a chord.

[fade_on_violet]

thanks, that was sort of the point i was trying to make. i guess it just feels sort of bad.

[ninedeadleaves]

Yeah, it's not very nice to hear it. You shouldn't have to 'make time' for anyone. Unless you're jesus, because I understand he has his hands full.
I'm going to add you, by the way, just because I'm feeling a little RACEY. *laughs*

[fade_on_violet]

i added you back :)

[stae]

Not trying to make things difficult. pfft as if, our entire history is based on miscommunication and accidental treading on toes and the like :P