a lack of substance here

[stae]

At the moment i have a solitary onion in my fridge, perhaps with some italian dressing it may be tolerable to eat on its own. However as a result of deprivation i have lost about 3 kilos which is nice as soon i will be able to slip these shackles and escape from the constraints of life. Perhaps even skinny enough to evade karma

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[balli]

Now that was kind of vague...or something.something. No beer and no tv make Homer... ?

Great english skillz. I'm impressed ;)

[stae]

yep from one extreme to the next when it comes to english skills from me.

actually that is how i sing songs which i don't know the words to. like

"murder on the dancefloor something something the groove yeah"

[balli]

hahaha you sing that song... how adorable :P

[stae]

adorable is what i does. :P

[unjaundiced]

how quickly did you lose that weight? unhealthy i tell you. lol but then again.. i failed to eat more than half a meal a day for a whole summer.

struggle.. perhaps it is just the body's natural instinct to survive. even someone who wants to die may struggle. a drowning body struggles to the surface, even if the person ties their legs to boulder. a teacher of mine once read a poem by dylan thomas, "do not go gentle". heh, i'll never forget it. it says to rage against the dying of the light, fight death even if you will die in the end. perhaps it's an innate thing, struggling to live. death is not fearful, it is just the way death occurs and the unknown of what comes after that is most fearful.
lol....

yes, sky diving is an interesting hobby, but one that probably becomes expensive over time.

[stae]

um i think i lost it over 2 weeks or so, maybe longer i am not sure. i pretty much eat 1 meal a day and that does me, eat only when you are hungry.

i would like to think i would have the poise to know when my number is up and accept it with a certain grace, not necessarily to just up and die but to deal with it with a quiet defiance.

[unjaundiced]

ah interesting thought. heh i'd like to think i would to, but sometimes your body just doesn't want to listen. i think it takes a certain level of peace with yourself for that to happen.

[stae]

it is that peace that i try to strive for.

[maggie_mac]

I have survived the last three weeks on a box of cereal, and i often go 24-48 hours without eating a thing lately! eek! i dont understand how you can just not 'remember' to eat for two days -but i just keep doing it! stupid girl! however, if i keep it up, i might find myself so exhausted and thin that i am blown to sea in a gust of wind and drowned..and that wouldnt be so bad now, would it?? *contemplating*

[stae]

people get too attached and preoccupied to food, i don't think it is nearly as much a requirement as people attribute it to be. But as they say one can always be stronger, better looking.

[stae]

i meant thinner and better looking.