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DONT U HATE IT WHEN UR DRUNK AND ALL THOSE FEELINGS U;VE BEEN TRYING TO AVOID AND FORGET SINCE FOREVER JUST SUDDENLY APPEAR OUTTA THE MIDDLE OF UR DRUNKEN MIND???? HALF OF ME CRAVE THAT FEELING AGAIN BUT THEN AGAIN I KNOW TO OTHER PEOIPLE I'M BETTER WIHOUT OUT IT.. ITS GONE....AND I WONT HAVE UNTIL A LONG TIME. ITS WHEN UR HEAD IS OUT THE WINDOW AND THE WIND IS BLOWING AND U SMELL THAT FRESH CLEAN AIR ( EVEN IF SKUNK AND HORSE POOP IS IN IT) AND U FORGET ALL UR WORRIES, LIKE THAT FRESH AIR JUST TAKES ALL UR WORRIES ALL AWAY BUT ITS SO TEMPOARY THAT WHEN U WANT THAT FEELING AGAIN, LIKE WHEN U NEED IT MOST OF ALL, ITS NOT THERE. \ U SEEM TO FEEL IT BUT AT THE SAME TIME FORGET AT THE SAME EVERYTHING UR FEELING..... LIKE SOME U WANT BUT CANT HAVE.......I CRAVE IT.....BUT MOST OF ALL I MISS THAT FEELING THAT I HAVENT HAD IN SO LONG, THAT FAMILIAR, COMFORTABLE FEELING............................................its not there anymore