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[stacylew]

It's great to finally feel truly happy again. It's amazing! I feel whole again; complete. I was so ready to just say fuck it and not be in a relationship for a long time. I stopped trying with Mike, and I wasn't going to look for someone anymore. I didn't need to. He was there all along. The same guy that always is. 2 years ago I told my friends I would never be with him again. Why did I even try? I knew that I still had feelings for him everytime I saw him. But I learned to ignore that and just walk by. Now I don't need to. Now he's mine and I'm his. There is noone in the world I would rather be with. He makes me feel beautiful and special. I haven't felt that in a long time. I feel like this was just the plan. It was supposed to be him the whole time. I was meant to be with him and I just had to experience the shit in between before I could realize it. I'm not even worried about us. I know we can do it. We've been through all the bullshit before with eachother and with others. We know what not to do. He knows me more than most people do. He's known me for so long that it would be impossible for us to not feel compltely comfortable with eachother. I have complete faith in us and I know we're going to be together for a long time. He's beautiful to me. He's sweet, romantic, and defends me. He's everything I want from a man. I'm sick of having to defend myself and sick of feeling like I have to be what my guy wants me to be. He loves me for who I am, no matter what close I'm wearing because he knows thats it's the person inside that counts. I found the guy for me. My eyes just needed to open because he's been there the whole time. And i know he will continue to be.

There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo
Yes I remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew you were the one
I could spend my life with
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo