Major changes in other people's lives
Okay, this LJ is starting to look better. The pictures work now and the layout for updating this thing is better. I'm relieved.
I know, you don't have to say it, I'm a Myspace creeper... but I thought I'd share two things that I've found today on other people's profiles.
One: A girl named Ashley went to my middle and high school with me, and I saw on yet another person's profile pictures of her and some guy and a little girl. And I was like wow is she a mom? I looked all over for her profile and finally found it. But the profile was private, so I wouldn't know if that's his kid or one of their sisters or something. But that's crazy to think about because the little girl looked like three, it wasn't a baby or anything.
Two: I had a friend named Rachael in elementary school and we found each other on Myspace and saw each other later on in life at the mall. Well, we don't really talk, but I found that she was moving to Hawaii with her new boyfriend that she absolutely loves or whatever. And they've been living there for a few months I think. And then like two days ago I found that on her profile she is "Expecting" and it said something about being preggo and her friends on her comment board was just like "Boy or girl?". So I was like wow we're so young. Because I can't believe people are having kids, I literally feel 12, and I know I keep telling people that but it's so true that I can't express how much I feel like a kid. Anyway, so that's a pretty big deal and stuff, and today I found that she's single and over a faded picture of her and the boy holding hands says: "Don't trust until he gives you a reason to trust him, his fist is stronger than his heart." and under the faded picture says "A picture is worth a thousand words, but neither a picture nor a thousand words can explain the cruel things that happen behind closed doors." The things about the boy are still in her about me and stuff but it's all crossed out.
That's so sad! There's a thing about her having a baby and how she loves her or him with all of her heart and is changing her even though she doesn't know who he or she's going to become and whatnot. Omg. That's so sad since there's so many pictures on her profile with them kissing and stuff, like very inspiring pictures. I wouldn't know how to let go of something like that even if I was abused. Though I'm really passive and probably one of the ones you find always going back to the person who would abuse me. That explains why all my life I've been stepped on by my friends and I still consider them friends because I can't let go of the past.
Leeta even said that I live in the past, and though that statement is small and generic, it's so super true that it makes me sad.
But this is yet another breakup to make me wonder if any thing ever lasts. Last time I brought this up with Josh and I cried so hard, talking about every one of my friends saying they've found the one, and every one of them broke up.
I know, you don't have to say it, I'm a Myspace creeper... but I thought I'd share two things that I've found today on other people's profiles.
One: A girl named Ashley went to my middle and high school with me, and I saw on yet another person's profile pictures of her and some guy and a little girl. And I was like wow is she a mom? I looked all over for her profile and finally found it. But the profile was private, so I wouldn't know if that's his kid or one of their sisters or something. But that's crazy to think about because the little girl looked like three, it wasn't a baby or anything.
Two: I had a friend named Rachael in elementary school and we found each other on Myspace and saw each other later on in life at the mall. Well, we don't really talk, but I found that she was moving to Hawaii with her new boyfriend that she absolutely loves or whatever. And they've been living there for a few months I think. And then like two days ago I found that on her profile she is "Expecting" and it said something about being preggo and her friends on her comment board was just like "Boy or girl?". So I was like wow we're so young. Because I can't believe people are having kids, I literally feel 12, and I know I keep telling people that but it's so true that I can't express how much I feel like a kid. Anyway, so that's a pretty big deal and stuff, and today I found that she's single and over a faded picture of her and the boy holding hands says: "Don't trust until he gives you a reason to trust him, his fist is stronger than his heart." and under the faded picture says "A picture is worth a thousand words, but neither a picture nor a thousand words can explain the cruel things that happen behind closed doors." The things about the boy are still in her about me and stuff but it's all crossed out.
That's so sad! There's a thing about her having a baby and how she loves her or him with all of her heart and is changing her even though she doesn't know who he or she's going to become and whatnot. Omg. That's so sad since there's so many pictures on her profile with them kissing and stuff, like very inspiring pictures. I wouldn't know how to let go of something like that even if I was abused. Though I'm really passive and probably one of the ones you find always going back to the person who would abuse me. That explains why all my life I've been stepped on by my friends and I still consider them friends because I can't let go of the past.
Leeta even said that I live in the past, and though that statement is small and generic, it's so super true that it makes me sad.
But this is yet another breakup to make me wonder if any thing ever lasts. Last time I brought this up with Josh and I cried so hard, talking about every one of my friends saying they've found the one, and every one of them broke up.