Jul 11, 2004 01:35
I broke my covenant to God, and I messed up.. It would have been two years for me this coming September.. But I gave up due to depression and apathy. I don't reallly know anymore what I'm doing. All my plans seemed to fail, and have gotten the best of me. But... having a really bad time.. Maturity comes with age my dad says.... but some people just never mature ... that would be me... I'll be sixty and still regretting the day, yesterday, and tomorrow. Seriously, I think I will never be happy, and I get sick of telling people my problems, because I get sick of feeling them.. and I pitty others for taking time out to hear them. So I don't know...