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Okay so agian I don't really write in here...But I really need to get shit out of my head. All it seems to do now a days is run run run and it wont stop! I am tired and drain, and all I want to do is sleep. But I can't sleep worth crap anymore. I am worried half of the time about my friends and what I need to do next on my list of things to do. I want to cry practically almost everyday, but I can't because I don't have the time to. I have gone through alot in this past month alone..I never thought would have heppened this year. I am at the point were I don't care if I do what I love anymore. My parents are soo controlling with me, they feel threatened pretty much. They don't want me to do what I love, Photography, they think that I will change my mind and end up screwed for the rest of my life. I have never been that hurt in my life... I feel soo lost and confused now. I don't know what to do with anything. I get soo mad anymore, I feel as if everything I thought was just soo fake. I am not sure what to believe or what to think of much anymore.. Maybe someday thinsg wont be this hard and confusing...but honestly, I don't know...