its all for you♥
wow.
i havent wrote in this thing in like forever.
but since i just found it, i guess ill update:]
my life pretty much has been the same.
good week--then bad.
things with him, are amazingg. they couldnt be better.
bone's in aruba so im practically lost.
i lost a good friend because they dont need me anymore.
i visited my dad today at the cemetary.
i dont go there much, but id like to start-because it was theraputic.
its summer time, and the weathers awesomee.
im truly having the time of my life.
'people' say i need to balance mike and my friends.
..mainly my friends.
its hard to "balance". im afraif if i balance, things are just going to stop going good-and im afraid to death of that. we've never been this perfect before. ive recently decided that he is my fucking world-and i never, ever want to loose him.
life around here is getting tough.
people say the pain gets easier as time goes by, well im one to disagree. as the time goes on, i get more upset-and it gets harder living without you. i brought you up a button to your grave today, since thats what you used to call me. i just wish you were here to help me drive, or here to watch bradley get his diploma, or even see shawn when he got his. or even to help mom with everything. wish you were here to take me camping, or for me to sit on your lap, like i always loved to.
theres so many things i wish for.
i know i'll never see them.
although your not with us anymore, your still in my heart.
rest in peace dad, and happy fathers day to the best dad in the world:]♥
im fucking tired.
i guess im going to peacee.
ill update this bitch another timee;]
♥ peace&love.