Oct 25, 2005 22:27
like seriously..
why do you always do this to me. like its seriously non-stop, and to be quite honest, i dont know how much longer i cant take this.
honestly, if you dont plan to follow through-dont even bother saying anything. if we make plans-the least you can do is make up some kind of lame excuse, instead of just ditching me. maybe, one day-you'll learn how to follow through with plans..haha-yeah right.
but i guess i should be used to it by now. i really dont even know why it bothers me anymore. hmm, maybe-because unlike you, i look forward to when we are "going to hang out"-but for some odd reason, it never happens when i look forward to it-so ive given up. im never looking forward to another moment with you.
haha, lets see how long that lasts.
ugh man, i hate this.
i've got to be the most stupid, nieve, idiot in the world.
honestly, just kill me already ; because its what you're soo good at doing.
i really dont understand this shit though. right now, im so pissed at you-but at the same time, you're the only thing im thinking about, and i just cant get myself to stop. this is so fucked up.
but, i hope you had fun tonight. thanks, thanks again. for everything, really.
i can sit here and say how mad i am at you, but i cant deny the fact, that no matter how mad i am--i still love you♥. & its something that will probably never make sense to mee. because you can hurt me over and over again-and somehow, my heart just runs back for more.
i just dont know how much longer i can go on like this. i just wish i could tell you exactly how i feel, you're killing me-slowly, but surely.
its pretty sad that i cant stop thinking about you♥
ohh boy, what have i gotten myself into--love♥.
yepp, thats it..lovee.