Jul 12, 2005 23:38
i dont know what to expect anymore about anything, i really dont.
i had an amazing day today with stace. its so awesome when im with her, because its like i forget everything and just have a blast. we seriously dont stop laughing, ever. its the best. i get laughing cramps, and i never got them before. we're so dumb-haha, we do the weirdest things. but i love it, and i wouldnt change it-ever=)
hmmm. i want to go mini-golfing, real bad. its like every time i have plans, its either raining or its just a shitty time. i am determined to find someone to go golfing with me-although deep down, i wish you'd come with me. but hey, at this point-i just want to golf.
madre goes away tomorrow until sunday=) whooohooooo, can you say partayy;)
i think there is seriously something wrong with me. its like everytime i look forward to the littlest thing, something happens-and then it never happens. im afraid to look forward to anything, because im afraid of getting let down-again. its like my whole life is just a let down. it gets me so depressed. ill be happy one minute, and then ill just spaz out. i hate it. i really dont know why im like this-but i got to determine why, and change it-immediately.
i was talking to nick tonight. and he said that he found the love of his life down in maryland. and then he went on saying how he is driving down there tomorrow with roses to surprise her. i found it so cute-and it made me think, at what point in their life, do guys turn into the romantic type that girls just love? its really a funny concept, one that i guess ill just never understand.
hmm-i went to the mall tonight. yeah, that was random..
i want to go ice skating one night. maybe bradley will take me-hahaha, yeahh maybee.
hey stace, nice pics;)
yeah, i think im going to head outt.
peace♥