I Hate Guys
Still kinda depressed about the whole me & armando thing, but oh well. It just really sucks, becuase my relationship with him was the first pretty long relationship i had where i cared about somebody that much, but oh well. I guess you learn and move on. There is a lot going on right now. Mom thinks that I'm acting out just because I'm hurt, but maybe I am. I don't think theres anything wrong with keeping myself busy. The busier I stay, the less I think about things, and the happier I feel. Summers a bad time for relationships in general... guys suck... My mom constantly trying to talk about everything dosent help either. I dont want to talk about it, I just want to move on with my life & put him in my past. Thankfully I havent had to work with him, because I've worked all mornings this week, but next week I will. Actually seeing him again is going to be so hard. I don't want to, but I have to. I think next week will be harder than this one. Thankfully school starts next week which will give me something else to focus on. Plus I think seeing all of my friends again is going to help me a lot.