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People make me sick. Why do they find the need to take the worst of us and bring it out. To bring us down. I think I want to blame the church for that. They've taught us our whole life that we are sinners. We will always sin. The media plays on our corruptness on our weakness, on our everything bad and nothing goodness. Everyone always expects to be forgiven but never quiet able to forgive. And there is suffering and pain and crying and they turn their head! How can you turn your head? That boy who scraped his knee, the customer yelling at the waiter, even Hitler himself! Were all just people. All just people feeling things, wondering things, screaming outloud for something sane. Something real, something, anything that can piece this whole mystery together. Yet no one hears, no one cares, let's live in gluttony till the end of our days and to hell with everything else! I scream inside, always inside, shall I scream outside? We don't talk about it. Whatever it is. And if we did would we solve it? Were all just here. Were not sinners. Were not angels. We just ARE.