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It's amazing how you can make someone happy and they can make you just as happy.
I offered to help pay for Carstens to go try out for phantom. And not pay for me. Cause seriously he wants it way more, works harder, and all that jazz. He helped me realize that today. So I thought what the hey. It'll mean much more to him then me, so I told him and he's like flippin happy. I get that whole giving is better. I'm like straightening out all this stuff in my life. I might not do the air force for another year or so. Just work and save up money and do phantom the next. Maybe. I dunno. I just want to go with it all fuck planning.
I'm about to make a humongous decision. I want to make it all by myself though. So I won't talk about it. Thought I told Carly. carstens, and Liss Beth, Castro, and Angela, and my mom. Their my advisors right now. Cause I hold then in high respect. And their my closest friends. I don't want to seperate from them all after high school. That'll suck.
I offered to help pay for Carstens to go try out for phantom. And not pay for me. Cause seriously he wants it way more, works harder, and all that jazz. He helped me realize that today. So I thought what the hey. It'll mean much more to him then me, so I told him and he's like flippin happy. I get that whole giving is better. I'm like straightening out all this stuff in my life. I might not do the air force for another year or so. Just work and save up money and do phantom the next. Maybe. I dunno. I just want to go with it all fuck planning.
I'm about to make a humongous decision. I want to make it all by myself though. So I won't talk about it. Thought I told Carly. carstens, and Liss Beth, Castro, and Angela, and my mom. Their my advisors right now. Cause I hold then in high respect. And their my closest friends. I don't want to seperate from them all after high school. That'll suck.