today was the funeral and wow. i have never been hit with such a large reality check in my life. me and brandon only had a few memories but the one thing i regret from all of this is never staying in touch with him. last january/early spring we were decent friends. and i just wish that that friendship would have grown stronger.
This is what i wish about all my friends. I want to be close to people. i want to know people truly care about me. Yeah, i know they do. But sometimes it just doesn't seem like it. i want to get to know people, because i dont know when i'm going to run out of time. You really do only get to live once...i want to make the best of it.
RIP dude. we are going to miss the hell out of you.
I still have that bottle of aspirin i bought for you on new years. that damn tooth. haha
"youre an edge kid and youre giving me tequila, this rules"
see you up there dude. or wherever you are. we'll meet again.