The Past-
Well today was a great day....I've been thinking about the guys i have had in my life...the ones i have liked and dated....
From my First BOyfriend...Damien that was so sweet...i was so nervous around him...it was cute...
To Cedric- ahh geeze....wasted my time for like a year of it....we always borke up...he always cheated on me...but i still cared about him...i wouldnt say i loved him i just really cared about him.... when it was finally over it was wierd because for like 2 and a half years cedric was it...
Then there was evan...my first LOVE... i loved him more than i can explain or even begin to tell you....we dated for like 8 months...we still talk...actually he is my only ex i still talk to...he helps me with things...he cares about me...because once in our life we were in love...and thats what ppl do when they love each other they keep in touch.....
after evan i waited a long time b4 i dated anyone else....
THen came Travis..ahh...i still think about him and what he is doing...i wonder if i had the same affect on him...that he did on me...we had so much fun together..
then Jelane...this kid..wow if u didnt want to be with me that bad u shouldnt have started it....but jelane is a good guy...we were friends...and deep down i wish we were still just friends....cuase...it is better that way...a lot better..
NOw there is another guy (actually 2) i want to be with...but one relationship would be extremely difficult...and he prolly would hurt me anyways....but i really Like him...but oh well i guess i will see how it goes :)...and the second would be extremely easy but who knows... :\
From my First BOyfriend...Damien that was so sweet...i was so nervous around him...it was cute...
To Cedric- ahh geeze....wasted my time for like a year of it....we always borke up...he always cheated on me...but i still cared about him...i wouldnt say i loved him i just really cared about him.... when it was finally over it was wierd because for like 2 and a half years cedric was it...
Then there was evan...my first LOVE... i loved him more than i can explain or even begin to tell you....we dated for like 8 months...we still talk...actually he is my only ex i still talk to...he helps me with things...he cares about me...because once in our life we were in love...and thats what ppl do when they love each other they keep in touch.....
after evan i waited a long time b4 i dated anyone else....
THen came Travis..ahh...i still think about him and what he is doing...i wonder if i had the same affect on him...that he did on me...we had so much fun together..
then Jelane...this kid..wow if u didnt want to be with me that bad u shouldnt have started it....but jelane is a good guy...we were friends...and deep down i wish we were still just friends....cuase...it is better that way...a lot better..
NOw there is another guy (actually 2) i want to be with...but one relationship would be extremely difficult...and he prolly would hurt me anyways....but i really Like him...but oh well i guess i will see how it goes :)...and the second would be extremely easy but who knows... :\