How stupid does he think i am??!!
On Wednesday, (the day of my last post) i decided to call Karl. It is better to know than to do my head in wondering. I decided not to ask the question outright, as he never answers them anyway, so i thought I'd see if maybe he wanted to catch up for coffee or something,a dn see if we were up to that level yet, and if he was interested. He actually sounded disapointed that he couldn't He sadi he'd love to but that he was at his dads, which is like 4 hours away, but that we could catch up later in the week....he then went through days, and he was pretty much busy for the rest of the week when i wasn't, so HE suggested doing something this week. Nothin has happend, and totell the truth i don't expect it to.
I did actually sms him monday to see if he wanted to do something, and he actually messaged back, which is a good thing, coz a lot of the time he doesn't, but still, he was at work. He seems to work a lot during the week, for a weekend duty manager...but thats probably me just being suspicious....right?
Anyway, in all my wondering the truth never actually occured to me. When i was talking to him on the phone on the saturday, i almost asked, a couple of times, if his girlfriend knew we were tlaking. I didn't because i didn't want the "how do you know i have a girlfriend" thing, or worse....him denying that he does all together. Anyway. I was talking to a friend of mine yesterday, and guess what. Karl and his girlfriend broke up. I don't know when it happened, but i would put money on somewhere around the saturday he called. When i asked why he called, why couldn't he just eb honest and say he was feeling crap because he just broke up with someone, that would have been better than the bull shit...I've been meaning to call for ages. Or the,....it's not like i never call.
So yeah, i spent a lot of time yeaterday feeling like a fool again, for thinking he might actually want to be friends, rather than him just wanting to know he had a back up. It sucks. But there you go. Back to life without Karl again. Until the next time he breaks up with someone and i get another call.
In other news, i had my work break up on friday, and i am SO sun burnt!!! Like, the red is so dark it is almost brown. It has almost stopped hurting, and is just itching now as it peels...SO disgusting! And wats worse, is that i was wearing a pretty plunging V neck top, so all my cheast is burnt, and so there in a burn/tan line there that is REALY obvious, so if i wear any other top, it is going to look funny. Oh well....fake tan, here i come!!
Christmas is coming up quicker than i like. I'm not really looking forward to it to tell the truth. The actual day is going o be taken up with driving mostly, which is never nice, adn i love driving, but christmas day traffic is the worst. The up side is that i have holidays, so i can have some time off to do whatever i want. I'm looking forward to that.
Gotta fly, toodles,
xoxo
I did actually sms him monday to see if he wanted to do something, and he actually messaged back, which is a good thing, coz a lot of the time he doesn't, but still, he was at work. He seems to work a lot during the week, for a weekend duty manager...but thats probably me just being suspicious....right?
Anyway, in all my wondering the truth never actually occured to me. When i was talking to him on the phone on the saturday, i almost asked, a couple of times, if his girlfriend knew we were tlaking. I didn't because i didn't want the "how do you know i have a girlfriend" thing, or worse....him denying that he does all together. Anyway. I was talking to a friend of mine yesterday, and guess what. Karl and his girlfriend broke up. I don't know when it happened, but i would put money on somewhere around the saturday he called. When i asked why he called, why couldn't he just eb honest and say he was feeling crap because he just broke up with someone, that would have been better than the bull shit...I've been meaning to call for ages. Or the,....it's not like i never call.
So yeah, i spent a lot of time yeaterday feeling like a fool again, for thinking he might actually want to be friends, rather than him just wanting to know he had a back up. It sucks. But there you go. Back to life without Karl again. Until the next time he breaks up with someone and i get another call.
In other news, i had my work break up on friday, and i am SO sun burnt!!! Like, the red is so dark it is almost brown. It has almost stopped hurting, and is just itching now as it peels...SO disgusting! And wats worse, is that i was wearing a pretty plunging V neck top, so all my cheast is burnt, and so there in a burn/tan line there that is REALY obvious, so if i wear any other top, it is going to look funny. Oh well....fake tan, here i come!!
Christmas is coming up quicker than i like. I'm not really looking forward to it to tell the truth. The actual day is going o be taken up with driving mostly, which is never nice, adn i love driving, but christmas day traffic is the worst. The up side is that i have holidays, so i can have some time off to do whatever i want. I'm looking forward to that.
Gotta fly, toodles,
xoxo