Good Day
Hmm a lot has happened lately...most of u know sean broke up with me...then i went to church on sunday it made me feel a little better then went Shoppin with meg n my mom and we got free makeovers haha it was fun i looked rreeeallllyyy weird n meg looked the same haha. Then we went to monicals and then me n meg went to andys and we all went on a walk and went down to the river, then we all wrote stuff about each other and read it out loud...that was sooo funny :) MEGANS SO MEAN!! jk :) we were supose to be honest with each other I just joked around n meg was dead serious :) i love u meg.. according to her im insecure and spoiled...which i guess are both true even tho my parents just LOVE me thats all ;). Then we went back to megs and played the ABC game and watched the LIZZY MGCUIRE MOVIE cuz we always gotta include HD in our wonderful nights i mean she will be andys future wife and all we gotta get to know her. But yeah...iv been very dumbed lately and i truthfully dont know what i need anymore. Im just glad i have my family and meg..i know they'll always be there for me ALWAYS. So today me n megan went to her aunts house with her mom n katie and we swam allll day it was very fun... then i came home and got a lil upset just thinking about things, id decided that i think WAY to much and need to stop...who cares whats gunna happen? whatever happens happens and thats whats supose to be...im gunna stop trying if its ment to be he'll tell me. To be truthful I dont know if thats what I want anymore? I dont know. See there I go thinking again! So yeah my brother felt bad for me and ya know what they all do "you can do better blah blah blah he wasnt the one u werent right" all that bullshit. So hes like "were gunna go eat cuz i know u havent for awhile" so we drove to metamora then hes like man i dunno what i want and then we went and ate at some pizza place across from the paradice boat. It was fun and we just talked. I love my brother hes so nice to me when he wants to be. I know no ones going to read this but its making me feel a little better but just talking about it to myself. Dunno what im gunna do tonight its 9 already ill prob just sit at home...maybe play some games with my mom n dad. Then tomorrow there layin our floor so ill prob go over to mels early n feed her animals then go babysit at 12:30 to 4:30... hmm well good night! If you have anything to say just leave me a comment! Or IM me annnyyytime cuz Im always open to talk... i just dont wanna talk about my life k? ANYthing else is fine :)
<3 Stacey
P.S. anyone who wants to teach me how to play the guitar is DEFINATLY welcome to :)**