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Life is not a competition. So, don't try to tell me that my life is easier than yours when I'm stressing out. Thank you. I'm hating life this month. This is like my 4th allnighter this month and it's only the second week of april. I hate that I have so much on my plate and that I'm struggling and practically failing at balancing it all. Possible failure has never been ok in my perfectionist mind. tonight, I'm trying to read all my business law that I haven't gotten to and take 3 quizzes before I go into work in the morning...they're due when I'm at work. Straight from work tomorrow, I go to my lsat class...after that, i come home and stay up all night cramming for my business law test on tuesday night....the one that determines whether or not i drop the class. I'd be ok if it wasn't an online class and i wasn't working all the time. after my test tuesday, for the next 3 nights when im not at school or working, I'll be writing a paper for juvenile law...a research paper. sleep this week is questionable...unfortunately, i always mean it when I say that. I have to somehow this week contact a prof or two about possibly being my thesis advisor...unfortunately, i have no clue what my topic will be. and yes, lj is such a useful way to spend my time. but, i got mad at someone who made me feel worse instead of better about my stress...the jerk. so, venting helped. now, i can try to focus on business law. ::sigh:: I hate my life at the moment.