mew mews
last night i got completely trashed by myself. it was so pathetic. i did get to listen to fiona's new album, and i have already said how great it is, so i won't keep going on and on about it.
i haven't really done a real update lately so i guess i'll begin my ramblings....wow i really have nothing to say. work has been going very well. i've been making some really good money. i am a little pissed though because this guy i work with is taking my fucking closing shifts away from me. i am so mad. but he has been there for like ever so i really can't say anything. bastard.
i've been mostly hanging out with steven or by myself. i need a boyfriend. a straight one. i am so fucking ready for a relationship. i've been single for 2 long years. i'm over it. i don't even care about sex anymore. i have no sex drive anymore. i can't even masturbate..i have no interest at all. but even if i try to masturbate, i just get bored and stop. i think i am over it..i'm getting to be like a mom or something. i mean like a 60 year old mom..i don't know how often elderly ladies get it on, but i doubt it's that often, i am sure they have more important things to worry about and that's how i feel. when did i become a 21 year old spinster?
i even try to like look at guys online, you know, stupid profiles or whatever, and i don't even care, i'm like "meh." i mean i really do want a boyfriend, or a companion, or something..but my sex drive is nonexistent...now who really wants to be with someone who is as dry as a bone? i wouldn't. time for days of our lives.
i haven't really done a real update lately so i guess i'll begin my ramblings....wow i really have nothing to say. work has been going very well. i've been making some really good money. i am a little pissed though because this guy i work with is taking my fucking closing shifts away from me. i am so mad. but he has been there for like ever so i really can't say anything. bastard.
i've been mostly hanging out with steven or by myself. i need a boyfriend. a straight one. i am so fucking ready for a relationship. i've been single for 2 long years. i'm over it. i don't even care about sex anymore. i have no sex drive anymore. i can't even masturbate..i have no interest at all. but even if i try to masturbate, i just get bored and stop. i think i am over it..i'm getting to be like a mom or something. i mean like a 60 year old mom..i don't know how often elderly ladies get it on, but i doubt it's that often, i am sure they have more important things to worry about and that's how i feel. when did i become a 21 year old spinster?
i even try to like look at guys online, you know, stupid profiles or whatever, and i don't even care, i'm like "meh." i mean i really do want a boyfriend, or a companion, or something..but my sex drive is nonexistent...now who really wants to be with someone who is as dry as a bone? i wouldn't. time for days of our lives.