Feb 01, 2006 11:43
i can't seem to get myself in order today. i'm all over the place. i can't say i'm a big fan of being out of control.
so my roommate sarah has been addicted to crack lately. and by crack i mean myspace (well she calls it crack). so i checked it out to see what the big fuss was and low and behold found some people i knew. i must say..this rose some opinions in me. i wrote a whole shitload about it yesterday in my pen/paper journal, but seriously people....how can a person with such uneducated and ignorant opinions post them for everyone to read and then go on with life?
people aim to stray from labels daily. in fact, by creating this so called myspace site and practically yelling at the top of your lungs that you wish to be label free and accept the world as who they are and then claim to hate america is pure hippocracy. you are your own enemy! you are the america you choose to hate! and i don't care if i'm making any sense. I know that there is some fucked up shit going on in this country, but without facts and truths I don't have any right to sit and bitch about propoganda.
if you want change in the country, get off your fucking ass and do it. remember that old saying "be the change you wish to see in the world" ?? don't sit and wait for it to happen while you critisize. get in school. get a job. get your own got damn opinion for once. and don't say that you accept everyone, when you can't even accept yourself! you say you don't care what others think? BULL SHIT. let's be honest here...you created this site just so that people could kiss your dirty toes and make you feel better about the sad life you lead. i don't hate you. not one bit. just recognize that you're full of shit, please. there's a time and place to create self-awareness. don't dupe the public with your insanity of pure ignorance.
in other news...my ipod has cancer. it is metasticizing. and i am saddened by it.
since i've stopped smoking pot, all my insecurities have decided to play leading lady in my dreams. i suppose i need to deal with them then?
luke divorced me yesterday. it's been long in the making. i want alamony. man. separation sucks.
and now...i'm spent...off to learn about child psychopathology.
and off to make a fool of myself.