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i guess one of the things i've always wanted to change about myself was my judgemental side. i'm so quick to judge people just by looking at them. i've been learning these past 6 months that no one is at all what they seem. you think that the beautiful, skinny girl who all the boys love is the happiest girl alive, when really she is hurting inside...she is hurting just as bad as the boy who is picked on for his acne and uncool clothes...
there is no mold to fit to feel complete, and utter pain.
don't look at me and think that i am what i want to be
don't look at me and think that i have everything in the world
don't look at me and think my family is perfect
don't talk to me and think I am happy because i am outgoing and bubbly.
...because i hurt. but because society thinks to be perfect you need to be happy, no one can even let themselves feel. it's all a front.
if i could have one wish, it would be that each of you let yourself feel today. Be pissed off at the cabby who honked at you for no reason, be sad and upset with your parents that they weren't always there for you or that they never gave you enough attention, cry because you miss someone...but smile because you are alive..and that you will make it..and i promise you will..
ps check out kell and my bedroom at psu (more to come of the whole apt)
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/blueeyedcordoroy/my_photos
there is no mold to fit to feel complete, and utter pain.
don't look at me and think that i am what i want to be
don't look at me and think that i have everything in the world
don't look at me and think my family is perfect
don't talk to me and think I am happy because i am outgoing and bubbly.
...because i hurt. but because society thinks to be perfect you need to be happy, no one can even let themselves feel. it's all a front.
if i could have one wish, it would be that each of you let yourself feel today. Be pissed off at the cabby who honked at you for no reason, be sad and upset with your parents that they weren't always there for you or that they never gave you enough attention, cry because you miss someone...but smile because you are alive..and that you will make it..and i promise you will..
ps check out kell and my bedroom at psu (more to come of the whole apt)
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/blueeyedcordoroy/my_photos