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So this week ended up working out well. I went to court for my PPO on Tuesday and they signed it. I wanted to cry I was so happy. He needs to leave me alone and I hope that this will work. Guys can get crazy sometimes..Like the ones you wish would leave you alone never do!! And the ones you want in your life always end up leaving. Its so stressful. Like I honestly love and miss Ken and the good times we had. But then I think about the bad things and I'm like what was I thinking? He didn't deserve me. Now we have a child together and we will one day have to be civil with each other but of course after all this BS it will not be anytime soon. We will never be anymore than two parents trying to be civil for their child. No relationship...EVER. I can't believe how trapped I felt with him...I'm glad I'm done with him..I just wish he would leave me alone to deal with my life...