I will get grey hair and acne from the stress- Ahh not my hair and skin!!
Are you kidding me? No, I feel like I owe it to society to tell everyone something. I try to tell as many as I can. He is a jerk, really. I don't want my friends to be friends with him. It amazes me that it amazes people when I tell them about how much of a manipulative, fake person that he is. They say "no, are you serious?" That just shows you that his whole life his an act - a perpetual play that many buy into and want to be part of. At least he is good at what he does. I think that few people know him for what he really is, I don't know how I became a candidate and winner in that election but somehow did.
People! uhh, kristina. I want the best for that girl, she is crazy, I love her. I know that she is happy with herself to an extent but I want her to be "SUPREMELY SELF CONFIDENT" (haha, so andrew said that but I like it and am using it). I want her to know that she is the poo and that so what if people are judging her- the only judgement that she needs to worry about is the judgement from the man upstairs. She isn't horrible for the things that she has done in her past, she made mistakes, she had experiences- it happens.
Okay, so we went shopping today. I absolutely fell in love with this shirt, it is so great. I got two outfits, and two pair of shoes- this stupid addition to the dress code annoys me because it affects my shoes and I hate things that AFFECT WHAT SHOES I CAN AND CANNOT WEAR!! There are two other shirts that I should have gotten, I am hoping that we can go back and get them- I swear that this one was straight out of Footloose - you know what I am talking about? The two piece set - a tank top then half shirt. It was a turquoise color and I originally picked it up and was going to try it on for the fun of it but I liked it. The other shirt was this purple tee shirt - my mother had "what are you going to wear that with?" to say. Haha, okay so I don't wear the most casual of clothing all of the time, but I do have jeans, which I would like more of. A factor that could help me get more of those jeans would be GETTING A JOB!!!! My mother never left me alone about it. Now it is too late for a summer job but what if I got a job say at shop n' save as a cashier- would that work? I want to have money, instead of feeling guilty about asking my parents all of the time. I could save some, spend some and do great things, that would be sweet. Okay, I really need to do this. Could I handle a job a couple of days a week?
I can already feel the presence of "I don't have time for sleep, talking, or fun" Lacey sneaking upon me. I know that I can handle this, yes I was so stressed last year and I don't see it being any less this year- only more. I hate that, but love it because it does pay off.
I need to
-register and STUDY!!! for the october SAT, I know that I can do better, I have to.
-read the color purple, the turn of the screw and ethan frome
-FILL OUT COLLEGE APPLICATION - I know that I want to apply to seton hill and that is about it.
-UHHHHH, no, I want to get into seton hill, I have to, I don't even want to worry about other colleges and universities, really. I am not sure why but I am in love with the place and will love it, I may not like that there is a crucifix everywhere but I love the architecture, the people, I hope that all of the professors are wonderful and that I meet great people there. OKay, that is where I am going, I am getting into seton hill university, haha. I am praying for it. Well the first week of school I am going to see cunningham, get everything going and well, hopefully I can get the application out within a few weeks and since they have a rolling application process. Then if I am accepted I won't have to apply anywhere else. THat is what I would love.
-make my goal list for senior year
-write that letter to myself to be read daily
-you know that whole job thing
Well I guess that I should start on all of that. I know what you did last summer is on, I am reading The Color purple, my room wouldn't mind being cleaned a little and it is like 1:20am so I better get some sleep soon.
People! uhh, kristina. I want the best for that girl, she is crazy, I love her. I know that she is happy with herself to an extent but I want her to be "SUPREMELY SELF CONFIDENT" (haha, so andrew said that but I like it and am using it). I want her to know that she is the poo and that so what if people are judging her- the only judgement that she needs to worry about is the judgement from the man upstairs. She isn't horrible for the things that she has done in her past, she made mistakes, she had experiences- it happens.
Okay, so we went shopping today. I absolutely fell in love with this shirt, it is so great. I got two outfits, and two pair of shoes- this stupid addition to the dress code annoys me because it affects my shoes and I hate things that AFFECT WHAT SHOES I CAN AND CANNOT WEAR!! There are two other shirts that I should have gotten, I am hoping that we can go back and get them- I swear that this one was straight out of Footloose - you know what I am talking about? The two piece set - a tank top then half shirt. It was a turquoise color and I originally picked it up and was going to try it on for the fun of it but I liked it. The other shirt was this purple tee shirt - my mother had "what are you going to wear that with?" to say. Haha, okay so I don't wear the most casual of clothing all of the time, but I do have jeans, which I would like more of. A factor that could help me get more of those jeans would be GETTING A JOB!!!! My mother never left me alone about it. Now it is too late for a summer job but what if I got a job say at shop n' save as a cashier- would that work? I want to have money, instead of feeling guilty about asking my parents all of the time. I could save some, spend some and do great things, that would be sweet. Okay, I really need to do this. Could I handle a job a couple of days a week?
I can already feel the presence of "I don't have time for sleep, talking, or fun" Lacey sneaking upon me. I know that I can handle this, yes I was so stressed last year and I don't see it being any less this year- only more. I hate that, but love it because it does pay off.
I need to
-register and STUDY!!! for the october SAT, I know that I can do better, I have to.
-read the color purple, the turn of the screw and ethan frome
-FILL OUT COLLEGE APPLICATION - I know that I want to apply to seton hill and that is about it.
-UHHHHH, no, I want to get into seton hill, I have to, I don't even want to worry about other colleges and universities, really. I am not sure why but I am in love with the place and will love it, I may not like that there is a crucifix everywhere but I love the architecture, the people, I hope that all of the professors are wonderful and that I meet great people there. OKay, that is where I am going, I am getting into seton hill university, haha. I am praying for it. Well the first week of school I am going to see cunningham, get everything going and well, hopefully I can get the application out within a few weeks and since they have a rolling application process. Then if I am accepted I won't have to apply anywhere else. THat is what I would love.
-make my goal list for senior year
-write that letter to myself to be read daily
-you know that whole job thing
Well I guess that I should start on all of that. I know what you did last summer is on, I am reading The Color purple, my room wouldn't mind being cleaned a little and it is like 1:20am so I better get some sleep soon.