such a long time
So it has been a while but life is spiraling out of control and I feel like if I don't get it out I will lose my mind. Money has never been tighter than it is now. I feel like I am drowning and I can't find a way out...Michelle is sick and has no money coming in and i have been trying to keep us both above water but with nobody to help me it is getting worse and worse. sometimes it feels like there is only one way out. Do what I personally consider unacceptable and move back home, live with my father, be miserable and depressed all the time, split the dog with Michelle, just admit I am a loser. I am worthless and cannot support myself. I just want something to go right for a change. I want something to be ok.