what up all?
Well my dog has been dead for 2 months today. I am trying so hard not to think about it and not to dwell on it. I really miss him. I miss cuddling him and I miss the kisses and the way he would fall asleep on my shoulder. I know I should be over this by now. I mean it was a dog not a person but I can’t help it. I have problems moving on, I am sure you are all shocked to hear that…but it is true.
There are not many people in this world that will love you no matter what or that will be there for you despite the fact that you really don’t deserve it. But pets are different. They don’t care if we are rich or thin or smart or pretty…they just want us to be there with them. All they want from us is time and love and they don’t care about any of the bullshit that matters in the “real” world. They don’t hold grudges or throw things in our face from the past. They alone know the true meaning of unconditional.
Life is going. I would love to meet a really nice guy. I am ready to be in a relationship. I want to go on dates and hold hands and plan weekends away. I want to go to dinner and go to see a play. I want to go on day trips to nowhere. I want an excuse to giggle. I want to feel those butterflies in my tummy again. I miss that. I miss being in love. I miss the longing you feel when you are apart and the completion of seeing him. I want to build a life with someone and worry about car payments and I want to have kids and I want to be a soccer mom. I want to plan trips around their school vacations. I want to go to PTA meetings and bake cookies (yes…I just said that I WANT to bake cookies…that isn’t a typo. LOL).
I mean I know that all that stuff is still a few years away. I haven’t even met Mr. Right yet. I don’t even know if he is out there. I hope he is.
There are not many people in this world that will love you no matter what or that will be there for you despite the fact that you really don’t deserve it. But pets are different. They don’t care if we are rich or thin or smart or pretty…they just want us to be there with them. All they want from us is time and love and they don’t care about any of the bullshit that matters in the “real” world. They don’t hold grudges or throw things in our face from the past. They alone know the true meaning of unconditional.
Life is going. I would love to meet a really nice guy. I am ready to be in a relationship. I want to go on dates and hold hands and plan weekends away. I want to go to dinner and go to see a play. I want to go on day trips to nowhere. I want an excuse to giggle. I want to feel those butterflies in my tummy again. I miss that. I miss being in love. I miss the longing you feel when you are apart and the completion of seeing him. I want to build a life with someone and worry about car payments and I want to have kids and I want to be a soccer mom. I want to plan trips around their school vacations. I want to go to PTA meetings and bake cookies (yes…I just said that I WANT to bake cookies…that isn’t a typo. LOL).
I mean I know that all that stuff is still a few years away. I haven’t even met Mr. Right yet. I don’t even know if he is out there. I hope he is.