Aug 17, 2005 09:44
Day 1: It went crap... i got till about 9pm and i had to txt him didn't i! Grrr i'm so disspointed in myself! Then he rang me and we talked and i was all happy...i'm such a soppy fucker!!!!
Anyway...I took photos for a wedding yesterday! which turned out to actually be my Teachers wedding.. he wanted it kept quiet! I just snapped away at pretty much everyone because it was a short wedding. I'm expecting to get paid round about £20 - £25 i think he won't fork out a massive amount, the pictures aren'r THAT great..
Day 2: Well i got up and felt happy...likely due to the the fact i had a dream about him..DOH! But anyways i'm pretty happy today. I know i am going to have an entire day where i don't give in! Its stupid! its just one person. One little person in my life.
..Gotta get to phils for 11... ssshhyeah like that's gona happen.
I hate personal statements.
I want food.
I WANT to see him.