Jan 03, 2005 00:14
New Years Eve was fun! Had a bunch of people over to my house, had a
blast. I love my friends. Happy 2005...hoping for this year to be a
great one...im ready for new things. A new attitude towards life. yes,
that. I cant believe Christmas Break is almost over
Im not in the mood to do my "normal" journal entry and go over every little detail of the past few days. Therefore, im not going to.
Im in the most "do my own thing and not kiss anyones ass whatsoever" kind of mood. I absolutly love it too. I dont want to let anything bother me.
I need to paint or draw or something again. Its been forever and i just need that time.....it clears my head.
Tommarow is gonna be for that. I have a blank canvas that has
been blank for waay too long, tommarow it will get painted and hung in
my room. : ) Then i might just drive over to that vintage
store downtown and check it out before meeting my mom at the mall when
she gets off work so we can buy lots of pretty things at the VS
Semi-Annual sale and The Limiteds big sale. My mom and I might
just be the greatest bargain shoppers alive.
My parents went to the Mattise/Picasso Exhibit in Raleigh on
friday and Im about to shoot myself for not tagging along. I
heard it was fantastic and I bet I would have just loved it. I dont
think many people I know would have appreciated it like I think I would
have. sometimes I feel like im the only one who "gets" things
like that. I just "get" it and I love it. its one of the few
things I understand most of the time. Too bad school cant be like that
I went to Summit tonight and loved it. I usually do love it and the way
Will preaches and the message he delivers, but tonight he did a
fantastic sermon and really helped me to understand a lot of things
that I had been confused about. Will has a way of relating to me
as well as other young people and our lives. Its great. the
music was especially good tonight too
sometimes I get on here and just want to type everything running thru
my lil head....all my thoughts and dreams and the way I look at things
and view life and such.....but something just holds me back....I dont
think people would understand any of it and then theyd all just think
Im physco and want to put me in a mental institution...haha, whatever
Good night kids.....love u all
xoxo
STACEY NICHOLE