wow 2 days in a row
NINE LASTS
1. Last Alchoholic Beverage:
Right now... Molson Canadian Light
2. Last Movie Seen:
In the theatre was Wart of the Worlds... at home was Waking Life
3. Last Phone Call:
Jamie
4. Last CD Played:
Jack Johnson
5. Last time you Cried:
This morning
6. Last Shower:
This morning
7. Last Trip:
Plattsburgh in April of 04 to visit the boys at college
8. Last Night:
Got out of work, went to the mall to visit my sister, went to my moms, fed the dog, talked on the phone, had a beer, did my nails and went to bed.
9. Last Flat Tire:
January of 05 on my way to Rickys house
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i went out today to try and get a second job (fingers crossed)
thanksgiving is coming up... my family decided they arent having one this year
christmas is rounding th corner, and im so broke i wont even be able to buy anything for my mom and sister
im getting ready to pack my bags to go visit my father
i leave november 30th. and return on december 7th. im so scared to go... im meeting 3 of my siblings for the first time ever. im also scared to leave there. how am i going to say goodbye to my father, who i see only every 4-5 years? sometimes i wish i could just stay with him. just pack my bags to go see my dad and not come back. i would feel like somebody then... i would be his daughter finally.
i could never do that though. i could never leave my grandma. if only he never left us. i feel that my entire life would be different.
And in the night
I could be helpless
I could be lonely, sleepping without you
And in the day, everything's complex
There's nothing simple when I'm not around you
But I miss you when you're gone
That is what I do
It's hard to carry on
That is what I do
1. Last Alchoholic Beverage:
Right now... Molson Canadian Light
2. Last Movie Seen:
In the theatre was Wart of the Worlds... at home was Waking Life
3. Last Phone Call:
Jamie
4. Last CD Played:
Jack Johnson
5. Last time you Cried:
This morning
6. Last Shower:
This morning
7. Last Trip:
Plattsburgh in April of 04 to visit the boys at college
8. Last Night:
Got out of work, went to the mall to visit my sister, went to my moms, fed the dog, talked on the phone, had a beer, did my nails and went to bed.
9. Last Flat Tire:
January of 05 on my way to Rickys house
***********************************************************************************************************
i went out today to try and get a second job (fingers crossed)
thanksgiving is coming up... my family decided they arent having one this year
christmas is rounding th corner, and im so broke i wont even be able to buy anything for my mom and sister
im getting ready to pack my bags to go visit my father
i leave november 30th. and return on december 7th. im so scared to go... im meeting 3 of my siblings for the first time ever. im also scared to leave there. how am i going to say goodbye to my father, who i see only every 4-5 years? sometimes i wish i could just stay with him. just pack my bags to go see my dad and not come back. i would feel like somebody then... i would be his daughter finally.
i could never do that though. i could never leave my grandma. if only he never left us. i feel that my entire life would be different.
And in the night
I could be helpless
I could be lonely, sleepping without you
And in the day, everything's complex
There's nothing simple when I'm not around you
But I miss you when you're gone
That is what I do
It's hard to carry on
That is what I do