Sep 20, 2004 11:36
So Saturday night I was all alone ... ALL alone because everyone either went home or was at work. I was thinking about things, and I got really upset and ended up crying. David came down and definitely would not take "No, I can't talk about it" and "it's just girl drama" for an answer as to why I was crying. So I definitely told him what was going on. Out of all people, David. The one guy who has screwed me over the most. But he is the greatest guy when it comes to just listening. He doesn't judge, he doesn't talk, he just listens and lets you cry. I really, really missed talking to him.
Chris came online a little while later and we started talking and I told him that I told David and he was pretty pissed at me.. which made me feel worse. So needless to say, I had a bad Saturday night and most of Sunday.
Sunday night Chris called me into his room and we talked and we have things sorted out. As of right now, nothing will happen. It can't happen. I can't hurt Jenny. But I'm staying in his room tonight because Nicole's boyfriend of four years is coming.... and she's breaking up with him. So I'm evacuating myself from the room. I figured it wouldn't be too appropriate for me to be sitting underneath her bed typing away or watching tv or something while that was happening.
I feel a lot better about everything, which is good because I have a Spanish oral test today and need to concentrate on that!