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Bath tub = lj time.
Las night tori and I went to Amy's house for her spring break beer pong party. It was pretty good times! Neither tori or I had ever played before, and we started out pretty good. I've decided that even though I flip flop back and forth, I really don't mind the taste of beer. I guess I just prefer hard liquor cause when I drink its usually to get drunk. We won our first two games but lost our last one. Got slightly buzzed off of beer, then had a few jagbombs and had a good buzz. It went away pretty fast though. It was just fun hanging out! One of the kids there was super quiet and pretty adorable. I need to start closing my eyes around boys.
Today was my day off. I was gonna sit and watch my netflix movies all day while the girls were at school, but they didn't really have school today. Fail. They cleaned, and I didn't help at all. Heidis mom came over and I knew I couldn't be in the house anymore, so sick little tori agreed to come hang out with me!!
We went to uptown and drove around for a while, then went to mcdonalds. Swear to god, uptown mcdonalds just attracts the loonies. Danny called while we were there and met us there as we were about to go to american apparel, and we went over to the beat and hung with him and tommy for a while. I miss those kids. I always feel like I don't know what to say around them though, so its just weird. It wasn't super awkward though.
Tommy burnt us a copy of their last show. Listening to it brings back so many feelings. As much as I love other bands, nobody will ever really replace their spot in my heart. It'll never happen. Ever. I can't believe they're gone. Putting it on in the car, once it gets to last blast off and tommy's guitar doesn't work it was funny but then it was just like shiiiiit, this really happened, we were there, and its never gonna happen again. It was pretty emotionally draining listening to it on the way home and now, especially after I dropped tori off and could really think about it and put it into prospective. It killed my heart but made me smile a ton. The effect they had on my life is rediculous. I can't even describe it.
The cd is amazing though, its so rough still but it brings everything about that night back. It has all my favorite songs on it. But the ending of wait for me is just so intense. Joel's speech he gave still... god, I don't even know. I love those kids.
I'm going home tomorrow. Hanging with meg on friday, going to the mall with amanda on saturday, possibly going to see the grandparents, hanging with the cousin, and maybe going to the bar again with meg on saturday night. And I'm super stoked for Easter.
Monday is the starting line. I wish I knew more of their new stuff better!
Thennnn, next saturday is Cue the Doves cd release. So stokeeeed! :) god. I don't even know. I'm just gonna stop talking before I say something realllly stupid!
Then the week after that? Well who knows anymore. I'm all for spontinaity, but this time I feel like I neeeed a plan.
I also need money. Anybody wanna give me some!? :(
There's a boy at work who is kinda cute, older than me, super nice, and likes Ronnie Day. I need to quit boys.
Las night tori and I went to Amy's house for her spring break beer pong party. It was pretty good times! Neither tori or I had ever played before, and we started out pretty good. I've decided that even though I flip flop back and forth, I really don't mind the taste of beer. I guess I just prefer hard liquor cause when I drink its usually to get drunk. We won our first two games but lost our last one. Got slightly buzzed off of beer, then had a few jagbombs and had a good buzz. It went away pretty fast though. It was just fun hanging out! One of the kids there was super quiet and pretty adorable. I need to start closing my eyes around boys.
Today was my day off. I was gonna sit and watch my netflix movies all day while the girls were at school, but they didn't really have school today. Fail. They cleaned, and I didn't help at all. Heidis mom came over and I knew I couldn't be in the house anymore, so sick little tori agreed to come hang out with me!!
We went to uptown and drove around for a while, then went to mcdonalds. Swear to god, uptown mcdonalds just attracts the loonies. Danny called while we were there and met us there as we were about to go to american apparel, and we went over to the beat and hung with him and tommy for a while. I miss those kids. I always feel like I don't know what to say around them though, so its just weird. It wasn't super awkward though.
Tommy burnt us a copy of their last show. Listening to it brings back so many feelings. As much as I love other bands, nobody will ever really replace their spot in my heart. It'll never happen. Ever. I can't believe they're gone. Putting it on in the car, once it gets to last blast off and tommy's guitar doesn't work it was funny but then it was just like shiiiiit, this really happened, we were there, and its never gonna happen again. It was pretty emotionally draining listening to it on the way home and now, especially after I dropped tori off and could really think about it and put it into prospective. It killed my heart but made me smile a ton. The effect they had on my life is rediculous. I can't even describe it.
The cd is amazing though, its so rough still but it brings everything about that night back. It has all my favorite songs on it. But the ending of wait for me is just so intense. Joel's speech he gave still... god, I don't even know. I love those kids.
I'm going home tomorrow. Hanging with meg on friday, going to the mall with amanda on saturday, possibly going to see the grandparents, hanging with the cousin, and maybe going to the bar again with meg on saturday night. And I'm super stoked for Easter.
Monday is the starting line. I wish I knew more of their new stuff better!
Thennnn, next saturday is Cue the Doves cd release. So stokeeeed! :) god. I don't even know. I'm just gonna stop talking before I say something realllly stupid!
Then the week after that? Well who knows anymore. I'm all for spontinaity, but this time I feel like I neeeed a plan.
I also need money. Anybody wanna give me some!? :(
There's a boy at work who is kinda cute, older than me, super nice, and likes Ronnie Day. I need to quit boys.