texas is a place/ he is the reason
i wish i were in texas now or atleast on an airplane headed there. "why is that?" you may be pondering... well i shall never ever tell...
this post could get me in trouble but nothing i do these days goes un noticed or without some harsh consequences or backlash from someone because i know that i can't please everyone and really, truth be told, i never tried.
i tend to act without thinking cuz when i think i over analyize and that makes me crazy. but i have never ever been sane. so why should this time be any different? this is not real she says. but i know that it could very well be. all we have to do is want it bad enough and be willing try. i already know that he is so its all on me. its my choice to decide our fate and destiny. and if i do nothing then i will end up with nothing. but if i jump in face first will the pavement hurt? will i walk away bruised and battered like last time? or will he catch me before i fall and give me thE time and space that i needed all along and never quite got?
i don't know yet but im willing to find out.
this post could get me in trouble but nothing i do these days goes un noticed or without some harsh consequences or backlash from someone because i know that i can't please everyone and really, truth be told, i never tried.
i tend to act without thinking cuz when i think i over analyize and that makes me crazy. but i have never ever been sane. so why should this time be any different? this is not real she says. but i know that it could very well be. all we have to do is want it bad enough and be willing try. i already know that he is so its all on me. its my choice to decide our fate and destiny. and if i do nothing then i will end up with nothing. but if i jump in face first will the pavement hurt? will i walk away bruised and battered like last time? or will he catch me before i fall and give me thE time and space that i needed all along and never quite got?
i don't know yet but im willing to find out.