fueled by my passions/ burned by my desires
so as it goes, every now and then in my life i become to completely busy that i forget to breathe.. and then i come up blue,choking, and gasping for the exact air in which i forgot to comsume. and to think i have it all...
these things which i don't have time to focus on, at another given time would be my life.. but now its just a passing craze. i suspose that i should be counting my blessing that im the talk of the town, that my sex life could be considered common rva street talk. ha! i want to be richmond's most loved and hated. and i think im on my way. i really do love my friends and my life. the good/ the bad. it will someday be in the headlines and in a book that my fans will flock to buy. loved and hated.. i am the next courtney love.. so to speak.
i have moved out and in and shopped for and furnished and found my very own apartment in the course of 3 days. im not buddhist but this is fucking enlightment. i now that know that i wear the pants although i like to play dress up sometimes, don't be fooled.
and now, the one time that i have stopped looking for love, it stabs me directly in the middle of my heart. this is it for who i am now and hopefully it will stay this way. never go away type stuff. in our own words "goddamnit i miss him".
<3 <3 <3
in the whirlwind that my life is in i haven't noticed the most importaint things.. like how my mom is my fucking heart and soul. my step dad is always there for me esp with the best problem solving tactics- fist fights! and that my friends are the best people in the world. i am forever in debt to them.
i have still managed to keep in all in true stacemiester style.. i ordered pre sale nerd tix, suckas! and today after oceans of tears and tantrums.. i ordered tix for SARAH MCLACHLAN at Merriweather. I am in rows 1-20.. i won't know until i pick them up at will call right before the show and its all randomly selected. but we'll just see.. im gonna be right row and back stage if it kills me... and i always get what i want.
that washer is buzzing so thats my call.. im outtie kids.
and...
thanks <3
these things which i don't have time to focus on, at another given time would be my life.. but now its just a passing craze. i suspose that i should be counting my blessing that im the talk of the town, that my sex life could be considered common rva street talk. ha! i want to be richmond's most loved and hated. and i think im on my way. i really do love my friends and my life. the good/ the bad. it will someday be in the headlines and in a book that my fans will flock to buy. loved and hated.. i am the next courtney love.. so to speak.
i have moved out and in and shopped for and furnished and found my very own apartment in the course of 3 days. im not buddhist but this is fucking enlightment. i now that know that i wear the pants although i like to play dress up sometimes, don't be fooled.
and now, the one time that i have stopped looking for love, it stabs me directly in the middle of my heart. this is it for who i am now and hopefully it will stay this way. never go away type stuff. in our own words "goddamnit i miss him".
<3 <3 <3
in the whirlwind that my life is in i haven't noticed the most importaint things.. like how my mom is my fucking heart and soul. my step dad is always there for me esp with the best problem solving tactics- fist fights! and that my friends are the best people in the world. i am forever in debt to them.
i have still managed to keep in all in true stacemiester style.. i ordered pre sale nerd tix, suckas! and today after oceans of tears and tantrums.. i ordered tix for SARAH MCLACHLAN at Merriweather. I am in rows 1-20.. i won't know until i pick them up at will call right before the show and its all randomly selected. but we'll just see.. im gonna be right row and back stage if it kills me... and i always get what i want.
that washer is buzzing so thats my call.. im outtie kids.
and...
thanks <3