crack my ribs/heal this broken heart
i read his letter to me. it sounded like we were distant friends. maybe even passing strangers. certaintly not intense lovers or even smitten flirts. instantly my heart sunk to my the pit of my stomach. i wanted to scream but i knew it wouldn't bring him back to me. his indepence wins and im all alone again.
i read it again. and then i thought how i think too much. about him, his words and hidden meanings behind them that he has created. then i realized that he is not that deep or complicated. afterall is he only a boy. i am the difficult one, mixed up about my heart and my life, the one who doesn't know where to lay her head/and if thats the same place she should call home.
we will have our last date tomorrow night. im going to see him in new apartment and we're going to lay together in his bed and sleep and be emo. he'll rip my heart right out of my chest and then i'll leave to go home and a few days later back to rva. i may never get it back and i may hate it for it. knowing all this im still going to do it.
scottie too hottie just rang and he and glenn (my long lost va beach boy) are coming to get me. we're going out for the night. it will be quality.
oxox
i read it again. and then i thought how i think too much. about him, his words and hidden meanings behind them that he has created. then i realized that he is not that deep or complicated. afterall is he only a boy. i am the difficult one, mixed up about my heart and my life, the one who doesn't know where to lay her head/and if thats the same place she should call home.
we will have our last date tomorrow night. im going to see him in new apartment and we're going to lay together in his bed and sleep and be emo. he'll rip my heart right out of my chest and then i'll leave to go home and a few days later back to rva. i may never get it back and i may hate it for it. knowing all this im still going to do it.
scottie too hottie just rang and he and glenn (my long lost va beach boy) are coming to get me. we're going out for the night. it will be quality.
oxox