OH YIPPEE.

[stace143]

So friday night Jen calls me and wants to know if I wanna go to this club called " touch". I've never been there before and I havent hung out with Jen in about 2 months so I said okay. I drove last time, I remember. We've went out 5 times I think and I drove 4. She drove once. And I'm like who's driving? And she's like "Well I'm off tomorrow." Meaning she wants to get drunk so make me drive. Of course. And she's like " stace I'll get next time, we take turns." whatever. Since I haven't hung out with her in weeks doesn't mean the last time doesn't count... ya know? kjhhhjh. so anyways.. i felt kinda used.. like she just wanted me to go for my wheels.. but I know she is truely my freind and isn't playing me but it still pissed me off.Courtney came too.. i love her, and so did Jess. The club sucked. There was hoochies dancing half naked on the poles and the dance floor was so tiny. It was nice, like not ghetto and clean but I didn't really care for it. I went to take a piss and I almost fell off of the toilet because I felt immense pain in the coot. I didn't freak out til Sat. morning came and it didn't go away and I started to see blood. I freaked. I was iming everyone to see if they ever had a urinary tract infection... everyone said the same thing, it burned. but it didnt burn for me, just HURT. So.. I thought I had cancer, lmao. I thought I had cooter cancer.. but I went to the docs this morning. I have a UTI. YAY for me. I'm on antibiotics for 7 days. bleh. then on Saturday I went to the matrix and who did I see? MIKE B. It was weird. He came right up to me and grabbed my arm and said hi then we walked and we both thought each other was mad at each other but we both swore we weren't mad at the other and then things turned all gravy. We danced a lil. mmmm. He said he's been bad recently and he's been hanging out with his Ex gf. WHATEVER. then at the end at the night he's like "seriously, call me. " Like I wanna call him knowing he might be out f'ing his ex. riiiiiiiiight. I dunno if I am gonna call him. We'll see. I'm just happy that things are cool and everything. *sigh* I still like him a little.. I hate myself. I'm such a girl!!!! Anyways... I want this halter off of J-los website but I am so poor. I have 9 bills each month. 3 doctor bills, health insurance, car insurance, phone bill, and 3 credit card bills. fucking blows. I wanted to wear it to the bachlorette party but we'll see here. I need to get money out for michelle's bday. I know I'll be buying her a drink and myself some so I'll need money there... That's this weds already. holy crap.. and this sat. is the bachlerette party... oh this is a fun week. its bedtime. even though i just got home from work gotta get up in 8 hrs and do it all again.

bsbsbsbsbsbbsbsbssbbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsb... just felt like.

goodnight my babies.