I need to put this somewhere...
yea... So since I feel like I have to let this out somewhere... Sorry for anyone who will read this, but lots of "My life is shit" to follow...
This last month has probably been the worst 30 days of my life... Right now there are three seperate events that all happened in the last month that were probably the worst things to happen to me, and all in the span of a few weeks...
First... I find out that the girl I've liked for a few years now is already going out with someone else... and she has been going out with her for over a year now... There were a few clues to it but I kept convincing myself that "They were just close friends" Nothing I can do now though... and I wish them all the best...
Next, I probably had the shittiest birthday ever... coming home to see my family was nice, but apart from that, everyone else was still doing exams at their university. Plus not being able to sleep the night before and writing an exam at 9 AM didn't help much either... So I came home, and played video games... on my birthday... by myself... Even the next day, out of the people who were in Burlington, only one of them came over to wish me a happy birthday...
The third shitty event is University... Exams suck... I just found out that I got a 39/100 on my Multimedia exam... which was worth 40% of my grade... And the multimedia program was really the only reason I was going to University... now that I can't get into it (Need a B average in both Mmedia courses) I have no idea what to do... My parents have said earlier that they wont have enough money to help me if I want to take a 5th year... and I don't even know if I can redo courses because my mom said something about how they will only take your first mark in a course... I just don't know what to do right now... do I continue taking Theater and film without Multimedia? Fuck... and I was looking forward to that major soo much...
Fuck...
This last month has probably been the worst 30 days of my life... Right now there are three seperate events that all happened in the last month that were probably the worst things to happen to me, and all in the span of a few weeks...
First... I find out that the girl I've liked for a few years now is already going out with someone else... and she has been going out with her for over a year now... There were a few clues to it but I kept convincing myself that "They were just close friends" Nothing I can do now though... and I wish them all the best...
Next, I probably had the shittiest birthday ever... coming home to see my family was nice, but apart from that, everyone else was still doing exams at their university. Plus not being able to sleep the night before and writing an exam at 9 AM didn't help much either... So I came home, and played video games... on my birthday... by myself... Even the next day, out of the people who were in Burlington, only one of them came over to wish me a happy birthday...
The third shitty event is University... Exams suck... I just found out that I got a 39/100 on my Multimedia exam... which was worth 40% of my grade... And the multimedia program was really the only reason I was going to University... now that I can't get into it (Need a B average in both Mmedia courses) I have no idea what to do... My parents have said earlier that they wont have enough money to help me if I want to take a 5th year... and I don't even know if I can redo courses because my mom said something about how they will only take your first mark in a course... I just don't know what to do right now... do I continue taking Theater and film without Multimedia? Fuck... and I was looking forward to that major soo much...
Fuck...