*fighting the feeling of dating*

[stabouthisheart]

I ve been fighting to urge to date.. I just cant find it inside me to... Today will probably most likely consist of cleaning, and hanging out.. guitar lessons maybe.. Im suppose to hang out with Adam again.. (im starting to like him a lot and the urge to date is almost taking over me) I tried teaching him how to play guitar yesterday and he really sucked.. today is another day of "trying" to teach him again I suppose... Then, maybe we're going to watch a movie.. I don't know where Nick has been (the one that asked me out and I never answered) Oh well thou... My dads being a grumpy dick like every morning/day when he has to put effort into something.. ha loser.. ne who im going to get a shower and at least try to start my day off good...

my amore' I wait for you, I await your voice, your touch, your kiss...