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So... Every day that draws closer to the beginning of the month makes me more and more nervous. Thank Jeebus for Erin, my savior. she's gonna buy me a pregnancy test so I can either stop being nervous or face the facts. I don't know what I'll do. I wouldn't mind being pregnant or having a baby, really. I just don't want to have and ties or connections with Cade Woods. He came over yesterday while I was gone. Told my dad I was pregnant and he loves me. He makes me sick. Literally, whenever I think of his fat, drunk, greasy face, I want to vomit. He's ruined my life. I'm scared to go outside cause I don't know if he's hiding around the corner or something. Now if I am pregnant, God forbid, I'll go live with Lori. I don't want to be anywhere near Cade. He doesn't deserve to breathe my air much less speak to my parents. He's the dog shit on the bottom of George Bush's shoe.... he's THAT low. I hate him... I despise him. I hope he eternally rots in hell.
Anyway... before I work myself up again, I'm gonna watch my show and wait for Erin to call...
_Kee_
Anyway... before I work myself up again, I'm gonna watch my show and wait for Erin to call...
_Kee_