Woke up tonight and no one's here with me....
Today was fun. Woke up around 12:30... cleaned up, straightened my room up a bit... I just got back from driving around with John Shepard. It was nice to see him, I haven't seen any of my friends in forever. We talked about all the weird shit that happens when we're together.... We visited Stephen's dad, he's a really cool guy. John asked me if I wanna go canoeing this weekend with him, Adam, Stephe, Kim, and maybe Sam, sounds like fun. I really like John, he's a great guy, and a good kisser ;)
Talked to Cade today. I went to his house again Wednesday and he blew me off to get drunk with his buddy, I cried all night. Then the next day, he kept calling me and acting all shitty, so I told him I was gonna go stay the night at Marilynn's... he said" Well why don't you just fucking stay there a while"... that did it. He's such an asshole to me, I've never done a damn thing to him and he puts all his frustrations on me all the time. I've been trying to talk to coyie all week, but he's never home, he told Marilynn he wanted to be with me and all that, but since I can never get a hold of him, he says I waited too long and he's with a 14-year-old now. I hope he gets caught or something. I really liked him, more than I'll ever like Cade. But oh well... i'll find someone else. Marilynn and Mike and me are going to an auction next Tuesday and they said there's a lot of guys that come there... yay for me.
Talked to Cade today. I went to his house again Wednesday and he blew me off to get drunk with his buddy, I cried all night. Then the next day, he kept calling me and acting all shitty, so I told him I was gonna go stay the night at Marilynn's... he said" Well why don't you just fucking stay there a while"... that did it. He's such an asshole to me, I've never done a damn thing to him and he puts all his frustrations on me all the time. I've been trying to talk to coyie all week, but he's never home, he told Marilynn he wanted to be with me and all that, but since I can never get a hold of him, he says I waited too long and he's with a 14-year-old now. I hope he gets caught or something. I really liked him, more than I'll ever like Cade. But oh well... i'll find someone else. Marilynn and Mike and me are going to an auction next Tuesday and they said there's a lot of guys that come there... yay for me.