I feel I must interject here, you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself

[stability__]

So, I want to go to some different schools for a few weeks to meet some new people.
I'm sick of calling the same old people, and them not calling me back or "something", and peoples attitudes.
Everyone's so angry, or shitty. That makes me feel shitty, and then I go and complain about it like I am now.

Things lately are pretty crappy.
Soccer is keeping me happy, I made J.V. and I'm glad.
I was upset when I didn't make varsity and I cried hahahaha.
But I think it's better this way...I'm one of the best players on the team, and I'm captain. I'm happy with that.
We have a team dinner this Tuesday for our first game Wednesday! Yay.
I also really like coach c... that's another reason I wouldn't want to leave J.V., he's so funny.

I made symphonic band for next year.
I'd rather be in symphonic than wind, because it seems a little more laid back, and more for me.
Anyway, I'm just happy I'm not in concert anymore, because it makes me want to kill myself.

I can't wait until it starts to get warm! aka summer, but without soccer season ending. For more than one reason...

I hope you're all feeling ok. :)