i have been wishing for so long.... when will it come true?
In all my life i never thought anything bad would happen to me. I am a very nice person i don't deserve what has been handed to me!! But... obviously it has and i have to deal with it. It makes me so angry!!! that I can't do shit with my life.
I think i would be much better off if they new anything about what ever i have been delt! but know they say they are trying there best but to me it seems like there not. it hurts so bad, when you have people around you that care so much and they just look at you, they can't feel your pain, and there scared for you. but... they have no control. Its been 7 months and me and everyone thought i was getting better, But now i see im getting worst Wednesday morning i seriously thought i was going to die! i never want that feeling again.
I think i would be much better off if they new anything about what ever i have been delt! but know they say they are trying there best but to me it seems like there not. it hurts so bad, when you have people around you that care so much and they just look at you, they can't feel your pain, and there scared for you. but... they have no control. Its been 7 months and me and everyone thought i was getting better, But now i see im getting worst Wednesday morning i seriously thought i was going to die! i never want that feeling again.