Jan 31, 2005 13:56
You live your life always worrying that your not going to be the best in life. Trying your hardest is the best anyone can ever do. Sometimes you make mistakes that your not proud of or that you don't think u can go on. Everyone is here for a reason whether for a short while or for a very long time. What i guess im trying to say is that i finally realize that sometimes what you do is not enough,there's always gonna be someone better then you in any case, a better lover, a better friend, or even a better person altogether. I try my hardest all the time but it seems that its not enough anymore, for myself or anyone.
It feels like i am stuck in this tiny little place and i try and try but i always have that person saying i did better then you.
I don't know what it is or why i feel like this maybe its just another depressing day for me.