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i am looking back at my entries and slowly realizing that they are an archive of bad relationships and documented moments while under the influence.
wonder how different this will be when i am thirty.
wonder how different this will be when i am thirty.
Birthday posts over the years. (she is now 5 years sober fyi).
Dec 14th, 2002
man, we have to leave for the airport in 4 hours and we are still not packed! and not only that, but all the laundry is in the dryer still drying. :(
Dec 17th, 2003
today has been kind of rough. i need to grow and learn. but it all hurts so much. i guess there is no easy way out of all this pain. i have to embrace it and overcome it. right now i dont know how. but i will learn. i will have to.
Dec 19th, 2003
last night i went out with don, christy, jason, tyson, vik, sean and beth. we went to the gaslight in south orange and had dinner and a few beers. it was tres fun. i was glad i got to go out with christy before she left for miami. everyone gave me alcohol as a gift. hehe. tyson got me white chocolate godiva liqueur and don and christy got me a bottle of hipnotiq. after dinner i went back to don's place and watched don put the light on the christmas tree while i passed out on the couch. then i went to bed and passed out since i had only had 2 hours of sleep the night before. i slept all through the night and into my birthday. too far into my birthday, in fact. i woke up at noon and i was supposed to have been at work at 9 am. oops. i called work and was like "i dont really have a good excuse. i just overslept". they wrote me up. boo fucking woo. driving into work after i called them i talked to my mom and heather who were about to meet for lunch at the friday's right by the mall. i figured since i was already written up for being late i might as well just be even later and get some lunch so i surprised my mom and heath and had lunch with them. i got into work around 2. worked sucked but oh well. i got some new jeans on my discount that make my ass look banging so i guess it was worth it.
Dec 17th, 2004
well, the day before my birthday i got laid off. nice, huh?
im kinda in shock even though i had my suspicions i would be laid off when the busy season ended. i guess it solves the problem of me always feeling bad that i was getting taken advantage of by my employers. but now im stressing about money.
Dec 18th, 2005
well i'm now 28, and with tyson being a mere child of 26, i feel like a total cradle-robbing perv. i like it.
maybe later on tonight i'll teach the little inexperienced baby a thing or two in the bedroom. ;)
Dec 18th, 2006
today was the big day. we went for the ultrasound to determine whether squiddy is a girl or a boy. well, THEY COULDN'T TELL! he/she was in a ball facing my back with his/her crotch nicely hidden. grrr!
my friend recommended i go get a 3d/4d ultrasound. the pictures actually look like real pics. now maybe i will. i can't wait another 20 weeks to find out. i am WAY too impatient. plus it seems kinda cool. the pics look like this...
Dec 18th, 2007
early evening GUNFIGHT just blocks from my house. yay!
when the "shooting victim" was shot what did he do? why he took out his gun and shot back of course!
Dec 19th, 2008
yesterday was my birthday and i had a great time. my mom came over and hung out with els and i during the day and took us out to lunch. then cindy came in the evening to watch elsa and tyson took me out to dinner at the white orchid. i got some yummy coconut duck curry dish. it was delicious!
tyson and my mom got me a sweet new head unit for my car. mow i can listen to my ipod and get xm radio at some point. i wish i could drive around today and get some use out of it, but it's snowing and icing like crazy here. boo.
turning 31 rules!
Dec 18th, 2009 (facebook status)
i can remember not too long ago i thought 32 sounded unimaginably old. now that i am 32, i feel much saner, healthier and much MUCH happier than i was in say...my 20s. i even feel like i look a lot better thanks to normal sleep patterns, constant exercise, better diet and improved lifestyle in general. so basically...yay for getting old! =)
man, i have really come such a long way from the unhappy druggie drunk i used to be. amen to that!
wow my life has really gotten A LOT better
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