SHITTY
MY LIFE HAS BEEN GOING PRETTY BAD IM IVE BEEN DEPRSSED BECAUSE OF SO MANY THNGS I TRY TO HANG OUT WITH MY BROTHERS(ALEX&&BRETT) IT SEEMS TO HELP SOMETIMES BUT WHEN I GO HOME I FEEL IT AGAIN ITS LIKE AS SOON AS I WALK INTO MY ROOM ALL THE THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES FILL MY HEAD I TRY TO TALK TO FRIENDS BUT IT DOESNT SEEM TO WORK.FOR THE PAST SUMMER IVE WANTED A GF.BUT NOT JUST SOME BITCH THAT DOESNT CARE I MEAN A GOOD GIRL THERS SO MANY BUT I GUESS THERE NOT FOR ME..IVE DECIDED TO ELIMINATE ALOT OF FRIENDS THAT I USED TO HANG OUT WITH(BHK)I THINK ITS FOR THE BETTER.IVE BEEN MAKING ALOT OF SONGS ON MY GUITAR BUT THERS MISSING THINGS SO I LET IT GO IDK .MY LAST ENTRY WAS REALLY CONFUSING BUT IT WASNT FOR PEOPLE TO READ .IT WAS JUST SOMETHING I HAD TO DO TO GET THOUGHTS OFF OF MY MIND. I PLAN ON GOING ON A DIET TO LOSE AT LEAST 50 POUNDS THATS MY GOAL FOR THE SCHOOL YEAR I KNOW I CAN DO IT .IM GETTIN MY MONROE BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS.IM CHANGING MY WARDROBE BUT THAT DOESNTMEAN IM CHANGING MY PERSONALITY.SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD WAKE UP AND HAVE A GF TO CALL AND SAY GOODMORNING AND TALK ON THE PHONE WITH TILL MY PHONE DIES .AND A GIRL THAT I CAN GO TO SHOWS WITH EVEN IF SHE HATES THE MUSIC I LISTEN TO AND A GIRRL THAT I COULD GO SHOPPING WITH AND PICK OUT OUTFITS FOR HER AND JUST A GIRL THATS GREAT AND LOVING AND CARING BUT...IDK MAYBE IM ASKING FOR TOO MUCH ?