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[stabbakittie]

i've been trying to find myself inside myself
it's like I'm trapped in a star that is too high
no one can reach me now
how could they
I can't even find myself
what's the point?
why should I even try?
what's wrong with me now
I used to be so alive
I feel like I am dying
I can't breathe
I close my eyes to forget
but it always comes back again

I'm not the me I used to be
girl is gone