All the demons in my head won't leave me ..
Blah. Got my ticket for the show tomorrow .. 16 bucks .. now i'm broke again .. HA. I WANT A FUCKING JOB. i Swear to god, i would work every single day. I wish i had money .. i hate being poor .. sucks.
My science progect is due in like 1 week and a half .. and i havn't started it .. and the history project is due like a week later, and all i did was read some chapters of that stupid book. *pulls hair out* .. plus now i have to do that fucking thing for mrs. baklik .. and i swear to god i can't think of anything that could be considered an "ability" .. and i have no "strenghs" .. I'M THE WEAKEST PERSON YOU'LL EVER MEET. TRUST ME ON THIS. And no, i'm not trying to feel bad for myself, or have people feel bad for me. I HATE SYMPATHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So yeah, i can't do that either.
Plus i have to finish writing that stupid 9/11 essay tonight .. and all i can do is bullshit about everything .. cos to be honest I DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK WHEN AMERICA GOT SLAPPED THE FUCK IN THE FACE .. WE DESERVED IT. 3,000 ppl died. boo hoo. We [as a country] have killed thousands more, but no one crys over that .. cos we had to kill them just so we can get back our ego. fuck that. AMERICA SUCKS. So i have to fucking write shit like "ooo i felt sooo upset to see my poor, poor country go through this" .. that's a joke.
Yeah wow apparently i'm pissed off .. just dunno know about what. haha. i'm wierd. ah well .. byebye.
My science progect is due in like 1 week and a half .. and i havn't started it .. and the history project is due like a week later, and all i did was read some chapters of that stupid book. *pulls hair out* .. plus now i have to do that fucking thing for mrs. baklik .. and i swear to god i can't think of anything that could be considered an "ability" .. and i have no "strenghs" .. I'M THE WEAKEST PERSON YOU'LL EVER MEET. TRUST ME ON THIS. And no, i'm not trying to feel bad for myself, or have people feel bad for me. I HATE SYMPATHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So yeah, i can't do that either.
Plus i have to finish writing that stupid 9/11 essay tonight .. and all i can do is bullshit about everything .. cos to be honest I DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK WHEN AMERICA GOT SLAPPED THE FUCK IN THE FACE .. WE DESERVED IT. 3,000 ppl died. boo hoo. We [as a country] have killed thousands more, but no one crys over that .. cos we had to kill them just so we can get back our ego. fuck that. AMERICA SUCKS. So i have to fucking write shit like "ooo i felt sooo upset to see my poor, poor country go through this" .. that's a joke.
Yeah wow apparently i'm pissed off .. just dunno know about what. haha. i'm wierd. ah well .. byebye.